Lynn.A.CEddie.T.T.M

190809, wednesdays`2045.
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moved.

moved to www.e-fakepromise.onsugar.com
so pls relink

9/04/2009 02:59:00 PM // loved, Lynn.

postpostpost.

i swear, i miss lots of people now.
must write down. must write down :D.

[top 10]
EddieTanTzeMeng`babyLAOGONG.
DicksonLim`LaoPei a.k.a Kor.
MichelleLow`LaoGong a.k.a playful twin.
MichelleTang`twinny.
KelvinNg`bigbrother.
ArronChong`qinaide.
Faisarah`sayang.
Sharon`Laobu.
ChuaKaiQuan`hao sister.
ShannonTang`longlostfriend?

keai rite. today post really sucks. i dunnoe wat to post siol.
now waiting for baby to reply msg. slowslowslow.
anw, ahbee bongbong le.
mummy bought the bathing thing for him.
xiangxiang

cant blogger let me pot pictures?

9/04/2009 01:57:00 PM // loved, Lynn.

wtf, blogger cannot upload picture.

I MISS EDDIETANTZEMENG!
17more days. to 190909

9/03/2009 01:51:00 PM // loved, Lynn.

my day suck, alrite.

marah gila.
aku tidak mahu hidup lagi,
penat dan letih.
alangkah baiknya kalau aku dapat memutar semula semuanya.
jikalau aku tiada di dunia ini,
alangkah baiknya.
terkenang kembali malam itu.
sakit sekali

see,see,see. ahLynn is a good girl.
babyLaoGong, came and send me to school. sweet rite.
reach school around? 0745 or so.
before tht saw ZheJia.
hahas, walked to hall. suck can. stupid school, hall so small.
sit with Michelle`laogong a.k.a playful twin.
she got come school bodoh. happy can.
lesson sucks so skip.
makan time ate with Agnes`nuer, Melody`nuer, Michelle`laogong a.k.a playful twin, Adaline`baobei nuer & KaiLi.
lesson time again. skip la.
class photo:D
i from the tallest become the shortest. stupid la.
im short short short short.

after school, went to YGs slack for awhile.
at 1445, go meet baby laogong then go mcys.
after tht, to sembawang. back home.
babyLaogong, heat the food for me then pei me slack slack slack.
pei him walk to mrt, then he go home and i ate fish and chip.
fuck tht fish and chip lo.
it cost $5.20.
it suck can, bu hao chi. i dun lyk.
now homehomehome.
smsing with babyLaoGong:D
goodnite, love ya.

9/02/2009 01:13:00 PM // loved, Lynn.

x.LIANeh is finefinefine.

x.LIANeh is finefinefine.
no big problem just tht, must reach home by nine for the next two yrs.
cannot ton outside le la.
alot of cannot sia.
nvm, pei baby lo. just tht my one is two yrs nia.
stupid MCYS.

i miss eddieTanTzeMeng, i fucking miss him.

meimei:
i dunnoe wat do u really think of me. mayb im just a nobody to u.
mayb i really dun fit to be ur sister. mayb i really suck or so la.
i dun fucking give a care ok.
byebye meimei, i wont miss u or even care.

i went out with baby today.
saw laopei today. laopei still got 10 days jiu go in le.
19 more days till me and baby's first month.
hahas. last long long ok:D

EDDIETANTZEMENG, is my one and only boyfriend. iloveEddie manymany. imissEddie manymany. iwantEddie manymany.

9/01/2009 12:24:00 PM // loved, Lynn.

what will happen tmr?

stupid msn, make me download again.
i wanna talk to baby, dun wan to be w/o baby. D:

going for MCYS meeting tmr.
hope everyth will be fine, hope tht i can discharge tmr.
but.
if i cant, means tht i have to go back in for 2 whole yrs.
for 6 whole months cannot come out, cannont go sch, cannont even have homeleave.
so, my wat if make me worry.
'touch wood'
if i really go in. people miss me alrite? if i dun i will post tml.

EddieTanTzeMeng`baby boyf:
baby, no matter wat.? we will be fine, nothing will happen i guess?
i know u will wait, i trust tht u will.
guaiguai ok, mai smoke so much.
tell laopei, he old le. dun smoke so much too.
ask laopei and laobu to last longlong alrites.
i love u, i really do.
190809,wednesday. it will last forever and ever.

8/31/2009 02:00:00 PM // loved, Lynn.

i fucking deleted my post.

stupid, ytd post was kns. cannont make it can.
i dun feel lyk posting for the next few days, or even weeks.
post too much also sian. bo post also sian.

yesterday
woke up at 1130 or 12?
then msg baby ask baby to come find me.
he reach around 1230 or so, then slackslack.
then went down to woodland to eat chicken rice at 1.
after tht buy barbell, cox i ate my barbell.
hahas, baby give me his barbell then i buy a new one for baby.
stupid rite, hahas.
after tht go find Dickson`korkor a.k.a LAOPEI.
hahas, slackslackslack.
then ate dinner, and go home at 0930.
reach home le msg baby. then slp at 1130

hahas.
later going to meet baby.
love ya

8/29/2009 01:58:00 AM // loved, Lynn.

what the title?

dun wan anymore tag reply.
freaking piss off le, lalalas.

i miss baby, miss baby(:

didnt go sch today, muhahahas.
love ya

8/28/2009 03:16:00 AM // loved, Lynn.

tag reply first.

Hafiz wrote: heyy gurl don cock la u look so lanjiao sia! act pretty onli go fk ur father la.ehh tell ur eddy watch out ahh lokuan eh!

x.LIANeh's reply: hafiz?hafiz? i act pretty? hmm, fk my father? ask my Eddie watch out? hmm, me act pretty? i who siol? why act pretty sia. u got a problem with my looks isit? u wan me to fk my father? step cute ar u? u nvr think then type or u really very angry? my Eddie to watch out? from wat? u ar? hmm, ah bo why come out talk la. i give u my contact number.

96487443
94463624
97556734
67537927

look for Lynn ok.
ah bo, u come riverside sec find me la.
i dun wan post so much la.

8/27/2009 02:38:00 PM // loved, Lynn.

gonggonggong!

i fucking love Eddie bodoh.

8/24/2009 06:30:00 AM // loved, Lynn.

im fucking happy. bodoh.

me and baby ok le.
hahas, i saw Michelle ytd. happy bodoh.

8/23/2009 06:55:00 AM // loved, Lynn.

my past, it suck can.

baby, im really sorry.

8/22/2009 04:19:00 PM // loved, Lynn.

he/she say we wont last, we wont be happy next time.

baby is not replying my msg, wat happen.
did i do someth wrong again?
please reply my msg, i dun lyk this feeling.
i hate it can.
sorry la, sorry la, sorry la.
please la, i very stress leh.
sorry baby. bu yao bu li wo hao bu hao.?
i guai guai ok, dun lyk tht.
i will scared de.

i dun wan leave u. nvr wan, i wan to be ur's forever.

8/21/2009 03:41:00 PM // loved, Lynn.

im back home. happy happy alrite.

woke up at one plus? then msg baby, till two plus.
wait for baby to come, he bought 'mian bao' for me to eat. hahas, my lunch.
then baby pei me, eat lunch le.
rest awhile, took 962 down to woodlands find dickson korkor.
no!!! is meet Steven first give him his key then pei baby go eat lunch.
after tht to timezone, then baby play dj max..
hahas, see him play.
then walk walk look for mummy's birthday present.
hahas, tmr is mummy's birthday.
after tht go timezone.
slackslack, see baby play(:
hahas, pei Dickson korkor eat dinner then down yishun.
took 859 home. hahas
smsing with baby now(:

as for tomorrow,
im going to school.
then baby fetching me from sch.
after tht i guess going down yishun with baby to change.
send baby to work.
pei tecno go shopping.?
go sembwang change and give mummy birthday present.
go down to fetch baby after work.
then home sweet home i guess?

baby boyf.
iloveyou, imissyou, imthinking of u, im crazy over u.
thank u for the day.
im cant wait to see u tmr(:

8/20/2009 03:15:00 PM // loved, Lynn.

im sick and tired of home.

MUMMY, u slap me. And the reason u give is, im her sister.
since young, u treated me lyk im a problem kid.
i alway wonder is it bcoz im adopted so u treat me lyk this?
i alway wonder isit bcoz meimei is must guai or so. then u treat her good.
it is really bcoz of all this.
i would rather stay in ophanage, w/o u.

i just wan to feel love.
tht is wat i wan, isit tht hard?
i start to wonder, wat love agan.
i dun wanna be alone.
im crying again, im alone again.
no one is with me now.

im sick sick. i feel lyk vomiting. so sick.
baby boyf, imissyou. imissyou. imissyou. imissyou. imissyou. imissyou. imissyou. imissyou. imissyou. imissyou. imissyou. imissyou. imissyou. imissyou. imissyou. imissyou. imissyou. imissyou. imissyou. imissyou. imissyou. imissyou. imissyou. imissyou. imissyou. imissyou. imissyou. imissyou. imissyou. imissyou. imissyou. imissyou. imissyou. imissyou. imissyou. imissyou.

8/20/2009 03:38:00 AM // loved, Lynn.

im ur fairy step mother.

IM ATTACHED TO EDDIE TANTZEMENG




hahas, three days mc so im not going to school.
lame shit.
fucking facebook lag lyk shit.
then boyf asked me to accept the dunnoe wat thing.
dotdotdot.
ilovehim cans.
i saw baby just now.
fucking happy.
baby: must guaiguai ok. dun run liao. love you.

8/19/2009 01:22:00 PM // loved, Lynn.

im having 3days mc. happyhappy.

im ur fairy step mother.

8/18/2009 09:49:00 AM // loved, Lynn.

im once hurt, but now im hurt again.

Mr. TaoYanGui
this wasnt the first time u hurt me.
u ask me to wait, but u choose her.
u say u will come back but yet.
isit fun to hurt me?

im having fever....

8/12/2009 06:36:00 AM // loved, Lynn.

Im using my phone to post(:

New gans, Dickson' tangtang korkor. Hui ting' tangtang dasao. Yonglin' korkor.
Tingrui' gan stead. And more i guess no time to post. Now using my phone to post. And im waiting for steven, Hweesin and tingrui to come. Hahas will be posting again(: love Yarh.

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8/10/2009 11:28:00 AM // loved, Lynn.

im attached to FAVIAN BAYJIEKAI(:

hahas, im attached once again.
out of no reason.
im just attached, i dun fucking care if my school or my ex read this.
shit u ok!!!

mother fucker la.
school call parents, then school meet parents.
then school call parent, they come home and guai lan me.
now school meet parents, they on the spot guai lan me.
fuck la.
hate school to the core.
i own u de ar?
guai lan, pua bye.

to OhTingRui:
u think it very fun to play with people's feeling isit?
if it lyk this go hong other girl.
im not for u to play feelings with.
im not the type of girls that u think im.
fuck ni mama if u dare to jio girls around me.
pua che bye larh,
i fucking hate u.

to FavianBayJie:
i fucking dunnoe how long we will last.
mayb one day, mayb one week, or even one hour.
i dunnoe how long. i dunnoe how much u love me.
i dunnoe how much.
but i will try my best to be the best.
i will try my best to be as perfect as i can.
i love you(:

8/08/2009 10:55:00 AM // loved, Lynn.

i wonder and wonder wat shld i post...

i for no fucking reason im watching crime watch siol.
for the sake of nothing to do.
fuckfuckfuck school upside down.

for daddy to say 'good girl' is when he wan me to go sch
u get it? if school nvr call, if school nvr meet parents i wont even a chance ok.
shld i thank sch or hate sch?
i went sch and saw michelle today, muhahas.
i miss you manymany alrite!






your mother me, hate u to the core!
school... suck cock!!
@#*%($^*_#$&*#@%^
piss off.

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8/07/2009 04:52:00 PM // loved, Lynn.

bloodbond sisters, HweeSin and Lynn. hahas.

went out, ton outside at meimei place.
lets start:)
went to cck`pizza hut, meet Agnes`nuer, Melody`nuer & Hweesin`blodbond with Syafiq,
ate pizza with them, and the total is lyk $23.00.
fucking ex can.
then went up to the water thinggy and had lots of fun(:
saw SiMin`junrong ex. stead.
she is lyk guailan till cannot make it ok.
bullying small kids lo.
off to woodlands, timezone.
then a guy name YongLin ask Dickson to ask Agnes`nuer for number.
hahas, and is for YongLin de lo.
hmm, then me and HweeSin`bloodbond bo taiji go ask for Dickson number.
stupid rite?
pei HweeSin`bloodbond to her house and rest, then so wan me pei her ton
but
ended up she slp and nvr end care abt me.
haiz, then watch tv with Shannon and family..
till four plus i guess, then i fall alslp.
hahas, this morning.
meet Syafiq with Hweesin`bloodbond under her block.
then when to Jurong swimming complex and had a long long swim.
when to cwp timezonee again, had lots of fun.
know a new friend, tingrui. hahas, muhahahas.
then meet father with bloodbond.
heyhey.
go home(:

8/01/2009 04:01:00 PM // loved, Lynn.

ton.ton.ton.

i have ton for more then 48 hours, w/o daddy and mummy know-ing.
i nvr feel so happy, not tht i make them worry so i feel happy.
is tht 48 hours, and i spend happy-ly. no regrets.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SYAFIQUE.
HAPPY ONE YR TWO MONTHS, BABY

i suddenly wonder why, my story is so hard to be nice.
my story, my life. sound so different.
hmm, nvr.
today, im going back home.

i read bestf post. i wonder?! she must be very stress up and piss off.
cheer up alrite, going sch is not as bad as u though.
imissyou.

IM ATTACHED TO MD.SYAFIQ...

7/30/2009 12:31:00 AM // loved, Lynn.

it 0205, and i cant slp. WHY?

i found true friend, BRANDONTAN`didi is love.
how cool is tht, im fetching didi from school tml.
hahas, i dun think im going for CGC appt. tml. i dun wanna go see them anymore.

i miss manymanymany people.

imiss AloysiousChong.
imiss ArronChong.
imiss TiffanyChong.
imiss LynnetteChong.
imiss LyrisChong.
imiss JoshuaChong.

imiss JovinaTan.
imiss ChongSiJia.
imiss YvonneLee.
imiss MichelleTang.
imiss JasmineEng.
imiss JenGuo.
imiss ChooMeiMei.
imiss FerlynGoh.
imiss NicoYoung.
imiss XinRu.
imiss OngYuYu.
imiss OngJiaJen.
imiss JoanPang.
imiss SockCheng.
imiss Esther.
imiss Lydia.
imiss Denise.
imiss Jerlin.

imiss MichelleLow.
imiss YangHuiXin.
imiss Faisarah.
imiss Amalina.
imiss Benjamin.
imiss NorHisham.
imiss Andiq.
imiss TanKokSong.
imiss MrTan.
imiss MrsGoh.
imiss AgnesKoh.
imiss MelodyWong.
imiss YuYaXin.
imiss SohYongTart.
imiss TeoHweeSin.
imiss ZheJia.
imiss NgJunJie.
imiss Kenneth.
imiss people in school.

imiss BrandonTan.
imiss ChuaKaiQuan.
imiss YuHui.
imiss YuJun.
imiss MichelleTan.
imiss Melinda.
imiss JoannaNg.
imiss StevenChoo.
imiss Syafique.
imiss Eugene.
imiss HoshiLim.

imiss Everyone.

to: bestfriend in school.
not tht i dun wan to go sch. just tht when i go sch u r also not in.
so i rather dun go lor.
hmm, dun think so much alrite.
i will pei u de(:

to: baobei didi.
hmm, jiejie tml fetch u from sch must kaixin alrite(:
jiejie love didi manymany.

tht all for today.

7/27/2009 06:01:00 PM // loved, Lynn.

single, loves.

mr bombman,
i still miss u. i still think of u, still care.
i still hope tht u will come back.
im trying to bring back time, im trying.
bombman, imissyou.

didnt post for the past few days,
tongue hurt alrite,
no more bleeding but it still hurt.

spammer sucks alrite.
spam spam spam my nuer blog for?
angry.

[yesterday]
woke up eleven plus, then Syafique came.
at around 1230, Steven came.
played psp, played computer, eat maggie.
hahas,
then things happen.
took 962 to woodlands
after tht when to find Agnes at eight plus nine?
called mummy and daddy.
took 900 to vista point
after tht went to Steven house.
then waited for him.
took 900 to woodlands
called people out, meet KaiQuan`biantai korkor.
then to shop and save.
bought milk and send korkor home.
before he go off he 'sayang' my head, kaixin.
took 962 to sembawang
took 882 to sembawan park
walk walk.
sit down, crycrycry.
after awhile, ZheJia called(:
chitchated with him till this morning 0630
so is lyk from 0215 to 0630 around 3 hours?
hahas, kaixin de lo
went out to buy prepaid card.
then saw Alan korkor(:
reach home at 0730?
sleepsleepsleepsleep.
0730 to 1650 hahas,


how i wish i could time back time.
how i wish u are still mhy.
mr bombman, why did u used to cheat me?

7/25/2009 11:16:00 AM // loved, Lynn.

im happy being single.! muhahaha

now watching 我们这一家 179a.
go watch wor wor. nice nice, hahas.

just woke up from my longlong slp at 0930.
hahas, posting ltr i guess. must write parents letter. hahas.
love yarh

7/21/2009 06:00:00 PM // loved, Lynn.

funfunfunfun, i had lots of fun ytd.

attached yet unhappy.
im sorry, im bad.
im tired, very tired le.

went out at 1130 meet laogong first
then went down to woodlands meet Agnes and HuiXin.
after tht bus down to sembawang, played arcade.
when to Canberra Park and Chitchat.
two lil kid was lyk flying kite, then the kite didnt even fly.
so Agnes and I went to ask the boy boy wherther we can help them.
then we fly and forget about the two boys.
hahas, after tht HweeSin msg and say she wanna meet.
so she came down, then walk back to sunplaza.
took train down, then Cynthia msg and say she reach le.
and we are late.
so meet at CCK but HuiXin bought the card to YewTee.
we alighted at YewTee and walk to CCK.
b4 tht we had lots of fun.
Agnes was lyk scared of high so, so hold on to the pole lyk siao
to cck we when to play with water.
lots of fun then suddenly Syafique came.
hahas, then pay money to Cythia and go back and play water.
im very very very wet lo.
then go to woodlands with them, then pei Hwee Sin find boyf.
hahas, slack slack then go walk walk with laogong.
then at around 3+ we went to his friend Nico house to slp.
hahas, till this morning.
then reach home at 0630 plus 0700
happyhappy.
love yarh

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7/19/2009 11:35:00 AM // loved, Lynn.

im tired.

slp is wat i wan.

new gans:
kaiquan`korkor.

michelle cheer up alrites.

7/15/2009 02:37:00 PM // loved, Lynn.

i just wan someone to listen, i just want someone care.

huihui:
Lynn where r u?
Lynn:
home.?
huihui:
how come din cum bac to AG?
Lynn:
daddy ask me come back or even i dun wan to come back.
huihui:
i thot u promise ZhaoYing jie?
Lynn:
dunnoe
huihui:
i worry coz zhaoying jiemay place a court order on u. That wouldnt be gd for u... i sugest u cum bac tmr.
Lynn:
dunnoe..
huihui:
ok. u decide. i wont force you. take gd care of urself.

today, sucks.
todays, sms.
today, dream.
today, feeling.
today, i didnt go sch.
today, i cut.
today, i even cry.

went out and rest,
i start to fall for grey.
hahas.
from the very start i just wan someone to listen and not all this.
i wan everyth to stop.
add:ahlynn-ahlynnxd@hotmail.com

7/14/2009 02:34:00 PM // loved, Lynn.

i just wan someone to listen, i just want someone care.

huihui:
Lynn where r u?
Lynn:
home.?
huihui:
how come din cum bac to AG?
Lynn:
daddy ask me come back or even i dun wan to come back.
huihui:
i thot u promise ZhaoYing jie?
Lynn:
dunnoe
huihui:
i worry coz zhaoying jiemay place a court order on u. That wouldnt be gd for u... i sugest u cum bac tmr.
Lynn:
dunnoe..
huihui:
ok. u decide. i wont force you. take gd care of urself.

today, sucks.
todays, sms.
today, dream.
today, feeling.
today, i didnt go sch.
today, i cut.
today, i even cry.

went out and rest,
i start to fall for grey.
hahas.
from the very start i just wan someone to listen and not all this.
i wan everyth to stop.
add:ahlynn-ahlynnxd@hotmail.com

7/14/2009 02:34:00 PM // loved, Lynn.

ilovepapa.ilovemama.ilovebrother.ilovesister.iloveBOYFRIEND.

found this quiz from YuHui'nuer 's blog.
1.Startinq time? `11:40
2.Name? `ahLYNN
3.Sisters? `yup
4.Brothers? `yup
5.Eye Colour? `black
6.Shoe size? `seven or eight
7.Hair? `long? black?
8.Piercinqs? ` five piercing
9.Height? `160cm
10.What are you wearing riqht now? `PJ!
11.Where do you live? `sembawang
12.Fav. number? `two & seven
13.Fav. drink? `F&N grape & milk tea
14.Fav mth? `march
15.Fav breakfast? `milk with egg?
16.Have you ever Broken a bone? `no
17.Been in a police car? `yup
18.Been on a plane? `yup
19.Been in a hot tub? `nope
20.Swam in the ocean? `yup
21.Fallen asleep on sch?. `lyk der
22.Broken someone's heart? `yup
23.Cried when someone died? `yup
24.Fell off your chair? `yup, when i was primary two
25.Sat by the phone all night wait-ing for someone to call? `used to
26.Sav-ed emails? `i dun delete. so wat do u think leh?
27.Been cheated on? `yes.

-What is-
28.Your room like? `nice
29.Right beside you? `my fa and wall
30.The last thing you ever ate? `food. mac larh

-Ever had-
31.Chicken pox? `yup, last last month.
32.Sore throat? yup, noow lo.
33.Stiches? `nope or yeah?
34.Broken nose? `no.

-Do you-
35.Believe in love in first sight? `yes
36.Like picnics? `no

-Who-
37.Was the last person you danced with? `Syafique
38.Last made you smile `boyfriend
39.Did you yell at someone last night? `yes, Syafique
40.Do you wear contact lenses or glasses? `glasses

-Last but not least-
41.What are you listening to right now? `nothing
42.What did you do today? `stayed at home
43.Hate someone in your family? `nope
44.Diamond or pearl? `none.
45.Are you the oldest? `no.
46.Indoors or outdoors? `outdoors

-This week did you-
47.Talk to someone you like? `yup
48.Kiss anyone? `yup
49.Get sick? `yup
50.Talk to an ex? `yup, im doing tht everyday
51.Miss someone? `yup
52.Eat? `yes-.-

-Last person who-
53.You talked on the phone? `KaiQuan
54.Made you cry? `mother?
55.Went to the movies with? Amos dddy and Syafique
56.You went to the mall with? `Syafique

-Have you-
57.Been to Mexico? `no
58.Been to USA? `no

-Random-
59.Have a crush on someone? `no
60.What books are you reading now? `'sold' by tess stevens
61.Best feeling in the world? `dunnoe
62.Future kid's names? `Rynna for girl & Ryan for boy
63.Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? ` yup
64.What's under your floor? `?
65.Fav. sports to watch? `bball, badminton
66.Fav place? `sembawang?
67.Who do you really hate? `no one
68.Do you have a job? `no? or even as a part time girlfriend?
69.What time is it now? 11:52

i stayed at home for the whole day.
good girl. chitchated on the phone with KaiQuan.
:)

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7/12/2009 03:54:00 PM // loved, Lynn.

funfun day;P

went out with Syasfique, YuJun, Michelle Tan & Melinda.

hahas i woke up at 12plus, then Syafique called.
makan then watch tv, at around three or four went down to meet Syafique.
walked to sunplaza, played ddr.
msg YuJun nuer and YuHui nuer asked them where are they.
then meet YuJun nuer, Michelle nuer & Melinda nuer in arcade with Syafique.
played drum while they all play the sensor thinggy.
after tht Melinda go home so nuers and Syafique pei me go smoke lo, hahas.
went under blk 305 and had lots of funfunfun.
Syafique was lyk chao me and michelle?
then telling some stupid grandfather story, stupid ass.
went back to sunplaza meet Melinda again coz she is alone.
hahas, then went back.
saw gina and Siyan, then pei Melinda.
ate her pizza, back to arcade and played the sencor thinng again.
half way the stupid sensor hang or something lyk tht?..
arrr, then had funfunfun again.
took pictures, then slack under the blk wif Syafique.
coz Yu Jun going Melinda house and Michelle going home.
so took pictures, zilian..
home sweet home.

Amos daddy:
im veryveryvery sorry, hope tht u will forgive me.
i try not to smoke so much each day alrites.
i will try not to.
forgive me will you?

big brother:

i will wait for u to call me when u feel lyk it.
i will wait for u to find me when ur sian.
i will wait for u to msg me when u feel lyk it.
meimei love korkor to the max.

7/11/2009 05:12:00 PM // loved, Lynn.

homeleave, yeah.

shld i cont. or shld i let go?
hahas, wat toking me?
i wanna create blogshop, wanna create family blog, wanna change blogskins but...
lazy to do so. hahas, i guess will change blog skins then create new blogshop barh?
follow by family blog hahas, samesame.
i guess after all i will only eidt blogskin larhs, muhahahas.
my phone is finefine. it okokok larh, now watching hana kimi.
still watching ep 10, slowslow.
i wanna sleep, i wan my bed.
hahas, call me people, msg me people.
i wanna go out with someone. hahas, 94463624.
more taggies, more friendster comments & more facebook wall post.
hahas, love yarh.

7/11/2009 05:48:00 AM // loved, Lynn.

ahLYNN say tht she is lost lost lost.

went school today, hahas.
let me tell u this bigbig news, hmm Yang HuiXin is baby Sweetheart`xiaoPEAR.
wth?!! stupid alrites, copycopycopy.
hahas, im baby hyper`xLIANeh.
and outside also got xiaoPEAR alrites.. ahLYNN said i dun lyk it.
schoolschoolschool,
saw Andiq wor. eh teachers u think i really lyk to throw tempers at u isit?
waste of time, if i do tht.
anyway, mr tan didnt come school too.
hahas, mr tan own me a letter. lalas, letter ar letter ar.
now watching hana kimi episode 10, muhahahas.
im also slping soon, hahas.
msg brother after all. got lots of pictures oohh.

[replyreplyreply]
huatkit wrote: tagged!
ahLYNN's reply: taggie loves.

`Amelia wrote: honey!<3
ahLYNN's reply: honey is missed.

Syafique wrote: its okay la.. i know i'm not worth.. sorry..
ahLYNN's reply: ohh! i dun nid ur sorry larh.

Melinda wrote: Mummy ! No matter how many mummy i have you will always be my mummy ! ;D
ahLYNN's reply: hahas, guaiguai in school. dun always bully people oh.

someone wrote: dont u hv links?????
ahLYNN's reply: hahas, sorry nopes. anw who u?

mi-chelle wrote: HELLO!mummy,link me,yay,loves you.♥ (:
ahLYNN's reply: hmm, hello nuer. sory i dun link anyone. LAZY alrites. love you toos.

tatatata
byebye,
love ahLYNN.

7/10/2009 05:49:00 PM // loved, Lynn.

know wat, i eidt again.

do u know everytime, how much i wanna patch?
do u know how much it hurts when i timed u?
do u know how bad i feels when u r hurt?
even if love for u really fated.
even if the one i fall for is not u.
even if to u, u r thinking tht i lyk him.
even if tried ur best to get me back.
everytime when i wanna patch.
i will think of u, thinking tht will i hurt u again.
thinking tht wat if i hurt u again.
i know how bad it feels when the one u love,
hurt u again and again.
i know the pain, have u ever thought of why am i still holding on.
because,
i know i still care,
i know im still trying to love,
i know im still trying to think of how sweet we will be.
if we were still tgt.

you always know daddy dun lyk me to tok to u.
why did u choose to say out tht ur Syafiq.
why didnt u just hang up?
is the same, after all he still took the phone alway.
even if he really didnt take alway the phone i also cant use rite.
u know de marh

why did u choose to make up storys tht u r a Ah Beng?
why did u choose to lie tht u last time got lots of Gi Na?
why did u choose to lie tht u last time know how to fight?
why did u choose to lie tht last time lots of people scare of u?
why did u choose to tell me now?

you dun let me go out with friends alone.
you dun lyk it when i go out wif guys alone.
i understand is becoz u care.
i alway tell u who will i go out wif, rmb.
i even didnt went out wif Zhe Jia when i really wan to.
even if i when out wif guys alone, i still tell u the very day or next.
but,
why didnt u tell me right on the spot.
Ross pei u go MCYS, scared tht i will be angry?
why did u choose to tell me now?

ten bucks,
u took w/o me knowing, why did u choose to tell me?
so many things, why did u choose to tell me now?
scared tht i will hate u if i find out?

im lost, lost, lost.
dun feel lyk going school, dun feel lyk going anywhere.
sick and tired off lies.
x.LIANeh is lostlostlost.
how i wish i wasnt lost.
how i wish im only dreaming.
old me is better, im not the new girl.
i dun lyk being the new girl.
i wanna be a old girl, i wanna leave every single pain.
i wanna god to bring the pain away.

7/08/2009 04:32:00 PM // loved, Lynn.

dun say u love me if u nvr will.

i having two days MC, still wondering.
Have Andiq go sch?
Have Michelle go sch?

haiz, problems after problems.
now doing nothing, trying to wait for him to online?
hahas, going school tml(i guess)
hahas, takcares

7/08/2009 07:04:00 AM // loved, Lynn.

school start and our gap will be bigger.

im tired, always waiting for u to call.
always waiting for u to tok to me.
always waiting for u to ask me out.
ah Lynn just wan u to be my.

7/07/2009 04:17:00 AM // loved, Lynn.

piss off, freak off. thanks to you.

im not happy today, got a fucking chebye took my moneyfrom my house.
trying to think that he is doing the right thing.
you say u took the money bcoz u need to buy food.
but my house bo food mehx?
got noodle, got bread & so many things. nothing mehx?
cannot eat isit? then ended up u used my 10 buck to eat mac.
wow, how cool is tht rite.
take people's money and eat mac without feeling wired?
u wan to feel better?
u wan me to forgive u?
dun u know tht u screw my day, ass hole.

7/06/2009 03:23:00 PM // loved, Lynn.

my tummy hurts.

i cant forget,
i dun wan to rmb.
i wanna let go,
i hate this feeling.

wth, it hurt larh horh. my tummy hurts.
woke up at 3plius, then went out to meet Syafique.
went to sembawang park and had lots of fun.
hmm, when home at 7:15 or so?
now chatting wib Syafique on msn, brothe will online de rite? hmm, i wonder.
took lots of picture today(:
hahas.

7/04/2009 03:49:00 PM // loved, Lynn.

repost, no life.

tell me why is so hard to forget.
dun remind me,
im not worth it.

hahas, now is lyk 2:34 am.
Im posting for dunnoe who to read, hahas.
late for school lyk, always.
my god damm teacher catch me for folding my shirt, two pair of ear rings and lots.
i was lyk fucking piss off alrites.
then back to class, took worksheet.
finding things to do, but nothing.
hmm tok to MrTan abt hostel thinngy.
stupid, then ask MrTan to let Jiejie sit beside me, then he said ok leh.
first time when i ask for someth, and he said yes.
hahas, so cool.
then skipped P.E, and tok to MrRaja.
is lyk im toking to teachers for the whole day lo.
so ke ai rite, -.-
nvm, then makan with Agnes and friends.
hahas, i can eat le. my still must eat slowly larh.
Chinese, sat beside YongTart and study wor.
GS, hopeless larh. Teacher cannot make it lorh.
after school,
hmm, end school at 12.30pm.
then meet brother at woodlands MRT, bought green tea and go home
hmm, then brother cook food while i go bath.
hahas, he played com and i eat.
stupid rite, brother and sister doing different things, in a house.
hahas, then he when off at 3pm plus.
after tht called Syafique and ask him where he.
I wanna return key, then he was lyk at boonlay?
with a guy and i forgot his name.
hahas, then they came down to find me. And i was lyk a gongong waiting for two burhburh to come.
then suddenly say wan go tht guy de bbq thinggy then go lor.
at first i was lyk wearing FBT wib little miss tee.
then the sucker said i look lyk a zarbo going to market.
then i changed to shirt and little miss tee, and again tht sucker say i look lyk a market zarbo,
the differents is only tht i wear shirt.
ahhhhh...
sucker, hmm then went to the bbq place.
when we reach we are lyk at, area 2 and the bbq pit is at area 4 leh.
we walk long long way.
is lyk, awwww.
had lost of fun and reach home at 00:00.
hahas, hmm.
just now tok to brother, kaiquan`sister & Brandon`didi in msn.
hahas, good nite.love yarh

7/03/2009 06:57:00 AM // loved, Lynn.

did god really came to my life?

people asked, i reply.
but god came and did i do someth?
did I put god into my heart?
i have been wondering this for the past few days.
god is someone tht i could seek for.
Is god wat i really want?
i have been a chirstian for more then 2yr.
but why now, my thoughts, make me so lost.
god forgive me, im trying.

big brother is fetching me tml, right?
he wont lie de...
cant wait, smile..

my tongue hurts, really hurts.
see yarh, tml.

7/02/2009 01:54:00 PM // loved, Lynn.

lalalas

Lynn, she,


































pierce tongue.
happy alrites, im loving it.(:

7/01/2009 09:39:00 AM // loved, Lynn.

pon school today.

i didnt go school today, i just dun feel lyk it.
missed, AhLynn bought a new story book`sold haiz.

if one day u leave AhLynn wat, will the reason be?
wat if AhLynn give u wat u wan, will u leave her?
AhLynn dun wan you to leave her can?
I beg you please dun leave AhLynn.
brother, Lynn dun wan you to leave her alone.

6/30/2009 09:04:00 AM // loved, Lynn.

i miss you, brother

6/29/2009 10:56:00 AM // loved, Lynn.

hahas, x.LIANeh's big brother

freak, i dun lyk it alrites.

[edited]
changed again. can i have a day w/o editing anyth?
every time lyk tht, hated.
sadded, oioi brother seem to be doing someth else till bo time to reply my sms.
so sad, i wan milk tea;P
hahas, last day of school holiday, yepppy.
reply mans, im sian till dunnoe where.
sadded,
lalalas, cant u just stop contacting me,
u r making me nuts.

6/28/2009 07:08:00 AM // loved, Lynn.

lalalas, big brother.



[edited]
hmm, so so long ever since i called someone big brother.
so im telling the whole world tht Lim Yong Cheng is my guai shushu a.k.a big brother.
see larh i so good even post his song ka picture in my bloggie.
muhahahas, my big brother is a good guy wor.
cute rites?
hand off my big brother, he only can have one xiao meimei.
i dun care, hmm i dun lyk.
tao yen, he is my one and only big brother a.k.a guai shushu.
steal him away and i will kill u.
slap u and chop u & cook u into curry.

[post post post.]
msgs big brother and ask him if he wanna pei me go polyclinic
but he is not free. hahas, funny wor. so after tht went back to slp.
hahas, till one plus.. then read sms, and i got ten missed calls from Syafiq's mother.
his mum was lyk saying tht his is trouble and ask me contact him.
hahas, is lyk he ended up in NUH. not piss off meh, becoz he over tried his own body.
haiz, sian larh hor. A.A lor, bo bian.
after tht went out wif daddy for lunch then after tht went to woodlands,
bought new school shoes, bag & slippers.
& the slippers i bought was the same as big brother, i was lyk WTH.
hmm, then was lyk after tht Yujun nuer msg and i was lyk oo.
i thought someth happen, so cab down and yet.
is becoz Syafique is wif them, so they msg.
hahas, piss off.
after tht sister came, and we walk walk and chit chated abt Amelia and Jun hui.
lalalas, after tht Syafiq and Kai Quan went off, so i waited for guai shushu at sembawang Mrt station.
then after tht went to somewhere near canberra park and sat down.
hahas, then walk around finding for Mini Mart bcoz brother is finding for someth to drink.
muhahas, after tht went to seven eleven and he go home.
before he go of i stole away his milk tea, muhahahas.
then after tht saw gan stead and chit chatted, talk talk talk.
and smsing brother.
after tht went home and sms brother, then after tht brother wan bath and slp le so,
hmm, good nite.
big brother i will miss u;P

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6/27/2009 05:16:00 PM // loved, Lynn.

relink alrites

muhahahas, i got guai shushu de song ka picture.
nice? hahas, guai shushu if u see this pls dun be angry.
im just being kind alrites.
korkor came today.
hahas, he miss me alrites.
and i miss him too.

dun say i dun love him
last but not least;


baby hyper.

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6/26/2009 04:28:00 PM // loved, Lynn.

ton-ing

firstly
my one and only 怪叔叔`Lim Yong Cheng.
my trustable friend:)
hahas, ever since ytd. 25juneohnine
lalas, funny ar.

edited
guaiShushu`lim Yong Cheng;D
leave hostel at 2pm. then meet Syafique at AMK,
after tht at 5.30pm guai shushu came..
then his friends, waited at minitoons.
so bought a bear:P
pinky twinny, is fucking cute alrites.
took bus 130 down to dun where, prawning.
hahas, prawning for 3whole hrs.
at last we caught 18prawns.
bbq the poor prawns, Syafique and GuaiShuShu peal the prawn shell for me.
so happy, but ended up. i only ate two(:
im a sweet luckly girl, after tht went to eat mac.
then guai shushu buy cigarette for me then he forgot to buy lighter.
muhahas, after all i keep the lighter and let Syafique smoke lo.
see i so guai, lalalas.
then after tht, we went to slack.
drink, play swing, mac & swing,
talk to guai shushu at the swing then Syafique came so we chitchated.
hahas, then walk to blk 474,
slow walk alrites.
we almost got lost the blk was lyk,
haiz.
then seat and chitchated with guaishushu,
at around 4.45am i very tried le.
then guaishushu and i went to the 11 floor and slp,
till 7 plus 8 then went to Amk hub to find Syaifque,
then after tht we got home.
muhahas, i will nvr forget today.
Ah Lynn is happy,
thank you guaishushu.

lastly
going back hostel on sunday.

6/25/2009 09:22:00 AM // loved, Lynn.

going back to hostel.

6/17/2009 04:05:00 AM // loved, Lynn.

im sick again.

i dun need ur god damm fucking lies.
saying tht u care, yarh rite.
saying tht u dote me, oh really.
saying tht im ur lil` one, i dun trust.
saying tht it for my own good, fuck you.
saying tht u are trying to take good care of me.
yarh rite.
mummy, im not ur dog alrites.
Lynn ChongLayLin dun own u a living, u did took goodcare of me.
but doesnt mean tht u can scold me or even slap me.
idunlykit, understand!


[im sick]
break down with flu, haiz. god bless x.LIANeh,
hahas. boyf came at eight to takecare of me.
then at around three, we cab down to yishun polyclinic.
number of the day is 2668. hahas, -.-
rm 15, doctor David Lau.
then cab back to sembawang after tht,
slack slack.
makan kfc, thing lyk tht then went home.
hmm, i give daddy a early papa's day present le(:
hahas, happy alrites.
now toking to boyf on msn.
...
tata..

6/15/2009 12:13:00 PM // loved, Lynn.

I dun lyk how u do things.

[edited]
again, someone tag me w/o using his own name.
I know is a he, cox IP ADDRESS match again.

[today at 09 08:03]
'.:' wrote: you still miss junjie?
'.:' IP ADDRESS: 218.186.12.236

[but on the 23 may at 08.47]
'panda(Md.Syafiq)' wrote:bee!tml can meet?
'panda' IP ADDRESS:
218.186.12.230

so, a someone tht i trusted soso long ago till now.
has hurt me fucking deep.


mood:piss off, crying
Md.Syafiq,
Im telling u this. I dun miss JunJie anymore, no longer.
I promise not to hurt u,
not to break ur heart,
and even to love only u.
But why?
why are u hurting me lyk wat the others did?
why are u not trusting me?
did I do something wrong again?
did I hurt u again?
did I?
Do u really need me to forgive u?
if u REALLY need it,
have u forgiven me or even urself?
have u?
thank you, I cry again.

6/14/2009 01:51:00 PM // loved, Lynn.

hahahas.

thank god.
his is fine, nothing happen.
14 more days and he will be free,
muhahas. so happy alritez.

[today]
muhahahs, woke up at ten plus eleven.
went to have a long bath,
then ask ten bucks from daddy.
after tht msged boyf and ask him to pei me go polyclinic see doctor.
so meet at yishun and took bus 812 down to yishun polyclinic.
and u know wat,
when we got there.
IT CLOSE!!!
fucking piss off, alrites.
hahas,
then went to long john and had lunch.
after tht train down back to sembawang and meet Joel.
know who i saw?
I SAW AH XIAN`Stead. muhahahs,
xiang ta bodoh.
hahas, after tht went to mac pei joel eat.
hahas, then train down to TTS.
and find his zar bo.
muhahahas, took bus 980 home.
tht all?
i guess.








[have i got over u?]
is the 11 day tht im w/o u,
i still think of u, always.
u leave me all alone, lyk nothing happen.
mayb i must learn to let go?
since the person u love is not me.
since the one u love is her.
mayb let time bring away the pain inside...
let time bring u away from me.
cn i?
will i?
will i bare to let go?
im under the rain all by myself.
without........

6/06/2009 03:43:00 PM // loved, Lynn.

last day of the week

[now, i know who love me most.]
hmm, suddenly found out tht u or him or who ever may not love me the most.
but god does.
ltr going back to hostel,
got lots of things to do.
tmr is 'power of love' hahas, happy.
cant wait or it to come, nuhahahas.
now watching school days blahblahblah.
hahas,
[yvonne]
come back alrites, Choo Papa wont blame u de.
dun do anything wrong alrites.
we miss u, Choo Papa wan u to come back.
guaiguai come back ok.
or even when u play until very tired le.
come back.
AG de door is always open for u(:

[i still miss u.]
today is the 4th day im w/o u.
4th day after we broke up.
will u be my again?

5/31/2009 05:13:00 AM // loved, Lynn.

God will bless u.

edited

[twentynine.may.twoohohnine]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY
left Andrew and Grace at six plus seven?
meet Syafique at 135 bus stop, when home tgt.
hahas, then reach home at around nine.

[thirty.may.twoohohnine]
nothing much, woke up at eleven plus.
then meet Syafique, msg lots of people.
[Andrew and Grace de gan mama][Samatha][Apple`jiejie][Syafique][Jelin`jiejie][YuJun`nuer][Agnes`nuer][KaiQuan`biantai][KaiQuan`sister][Kelvin`daddy][LiPing`mummy][JunJie][Faisarah]
.......................

I tried my best to be ur best.
but u nvr even give me a chance.
u wanna try it out one month, but it not even one month.
did i own u?
I change, stop smoking for u.
do u know rht, i treat my best not to scold bad words.
All u did is just simply as for 'break up' tht all.
do u even feel bad?
I REALLY ♥ YOU


[god.bless.you]
father,
tuesday he is going to court.
forgive him for the things he did.
show him the light, the love, and the care tht u once show me.
lord u pull me up when i was at the lowest point.
he change, he dun wan to go to jail.
help him lyk how u help me.
love him lyk how u love me.
show me all u shown me.
although he may not trust u as much.
but he is trying to reach out for help.
no one could help him but u could.
father,
the love and care or even help is very importent for him.
i know u wont give up on him.
he is trying to reach out for u.
u only could help him.
lord, we trust u.
we love u and so does he.
help him father.
show him the love fater.
dun let him in jail father.
held his hand and save him father.
in jusus name, `aman'

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5/30/2009 04:55:00 PM // loved, Lynn.

patched again.

yes, patched lyk how we used to.
deleted again, changed again?
showing two post a day from today onwards.
show to much also not good.
so lyk tht lor.

baby,
lyk how we used to, we patched again.
but i will try to change.
and nvr be the same again.
iloveu


yesterday
late for school.
took 911 to school, in the middle saw laogong(:
then reach bus stop, run in to the school wib laogong.
as fast as we could,
run pass ah tat just hope-ing tht no teacher would scold.
piss off alrites.
hahahas, then after tht sang NTA.
pass book to Zhe Jia then was lyk muhahahas.
after tht back to class.
got the sports thinng?
then slack in class have lots of fun.
8.45a.m, changed sub.
hahas, then it M LVL tok.
makan time, tok to Zhe jia for a while then go find laogong,
pei laogong for awhile then go find the M LVL teaxher.
chitchat,blahblahs
walk around in class, for the next few time.
then after tht, share seat wib momojojo.
hahas,
ended school at 12.30.
things happen,
skipskipskip..
after tht go slack wif Agnes, Adalene & bee at causeway.
after tht seat outside Minitoons,
saw apple.
slack for awhile wif them then me and bee,
go back to sembawang and slack.
slack le, go home.
muhahahas.

today
nothing much.
had lots of fun.
short is becoz lazy...
muhahahas.
iloveu

5/22/2009 01:06:00 PM // loved, Lynn.