Lynn.A.CEddie.T.T.M

190809, wednesdays`2045.
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know wat, i eidt again.

do u know everytime, how much i wanna patch?
do u know how much it hurts when i timed u?
do u know how bad i feels when u r hurt?
even if love for u really fated.
even if the one i fall for is not u.
even if to u, u r thinking tht i lyk him.
even if tried ur best to get me back.
everytime when i wanna patch.
i will think of u, thinking tht will i hurt u again.
thinking tht wat if i hurt u again.
i know how bad it feels when the one u love,
hurt u again and again.
i know the pain, have u ever thought of why am i still holding on.
because,
i know i still care,
i know im still trying to love,
i know im still trying to think of how sweet we will be.
if we were still tgt.

you always know daddy dun lyk me to tok to u.
why did u choose to say out tht ur Syafiq.
why didnt u just hang up?
is the same, after all he still took the phone alway.
even if he really didnt take alway the phone i also cant use rite.
u know de marh

why did u choose to make up storys tht u r a Ah Beng?
why did u choose to lie tht u last time got lots of Gi Na?
why did u choose to lie tht u last time know how to fight?
why did u choose to lie tht last time lots of people scare of u?
why did u choose to tell me now?

you dun let me go out with friends alone.
you dun lyk it when i go out wif guys alone.
i understand is becoz u care.
i alway tell u who will i go out wif, rmb.
i even didnt went out wif Zhe Jia when i really wan to.
even if i when out wif guys alone, i still tell u the very day or next.
but,
why didnt u tell me right on the spot.
Ross pei u go MCYS, scared tht i will be angry?
why did u choose to tell me now?

ten bucks,
u took w/o me knowing, why did u choose to tell me?
so many things, why did u choose to tell me now?
scared tht i will hate u if i find out?

im lost, lost, lost.
dun feel lyk going school, dun feel lyk going anywhere.
sick and tired off lies.
x.LIANeh is lostlostlost.
how i wish i wasnt lost.
how i wish im only dreaming.
old me is better, im not the new girl.
i dun lyk being the new girl.
i wanna be a old girl, i wanna leave every single pain.
i wanna god to bring the pain away.

7/08/2009 04:32:00 PM // loved, Lynn.